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Exploring the psychological dynamics of the relationship between a precocious yet naïve teenage girl and her magnetic and manipulative teacher, a brilliant, all-consuming read that marks the explosive debut of an extraordinary new writer.

2000. Bright, ambitious, and yearning for adulthood, fifteen-year-old Vanessa Wye becomes entangled in an affair with Jacob Strane, her magnetic and guileful forty-two-year-old English teacher.

2017. Amid the rising wave of allegations against powerful men, a reckoning is coming due. Strane has been accused of sexual abuse by a former student, who reaches out to Vanessa, and now Vanessa suddenly finds herself facing an impossible choice: remain silent, firm in the belief that her teenage self willingly engaged in this relationship, or redefine herself and the events of her past. But how can Vanessa reject her first love, the man who fundamentally transformed her and has been a persistent presence in her life? Is it possible that the man she loved as a teenager—and who professed to worship only her—may be far different from what she has always believed?

Alternating between Vanessa’s present and her past, My Dark Vanessa juxtaposes memory and trauma with the breathless excitement of a teenage girl discovering the power her own body can wield. Thought-provoking and impossible to put down, this is a masterful portrayal of troubled adolescence and its repercussions that raises vital questions about agency, consent, complicity, and victimhood. Written with the haunting intimacy of The Girls and the creeping intensity of Room, My Dark Vanessa is an era-defining novel that brilliantly captures and reflects the shifting cultural mores transforming our relationships and society itself.




My Dark Vanessa is beautifully written but emotionally exhausting. It got to me more than I expected. I LOVE tragic books that make me feel all the feelings, sad, mad, upset, hurt, but this one disgusted me. I wanted to shake her and protect her at the same time. Strane did something unforgivable and still she grieved him. It shows how long it can take for someone to untangle love from abuse.

“Because if it isn’t a love story, then what is it”


I didn't get the closure I needed, but that's life sometimes. It ends without justice and without a clean resolution just like real life. She's a little more aware but not free. Still healing.

“How much strength does it take to hurt a little girl? How much strength does it take for the girl to get over it? Which one of them do you think is stronger?”


5 stars for this thought provoking emotional read. It's definitely not a book I'd read again. It triggered emotions I didn't expect, and although I respect the author for making me feel that, once was enough. 

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